My heart is heavy today. I dont have time to stop, I don't have time to be scared, I don't even have time for a break. I have to press on, I have to fight, I have to live. WHY ME??? Has anything ever just made you say why me? Like everybody looking at you, everybody wants something from you. You so caught up in trying to get everybody else right, that you scared to stop and help yourself. I MISS ME!!! Lol I'm feeling so stuck that all I can do is laugh, the tears won't come, and ill be damned if start to claim depression, but I really want to just shut down and stop. BUT... if I stop, then what happens. Everybody so used to me being so strong, they so used to having something to lean on. What happens when I stop ......................................................................................................................................................... EXACTLY. Nothing, when I stop aint nothing goin happen, everything goin stay still or get worse until
I start again. I'm feeling like the walls closing in, I'm feeling like I have to do something, like I have to do it now. But I'm lost, and I aint gettin no better. Not much else to say. Love you.
Rob Hill
2 comments:
stop ! people have to learn to not rely on everybody or anybody else to get through life. don't kill yourself tryna make everybody else happy robert. it's impossible and you're too young to die and i'd kill myself if you did. lol
I can relate to that so much, especially right now. I'm always so pressed to be strong for everyone else that I neglect myself to the point where everyday feels the same and life is at a standstill. Just remember that you have to take care of yourself before you can invest your time and energy into other things and/or people. But at the end of the day just know that imma be here for you regardless. Smooches!!
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